I am almost 50 years young and I love the Lord with all of my heart. I ask of

  myself,What and why am I online for the whole world to read about me and

  see? then I take this deep breath and sigh; knowing that as long as I am not

  hurting anyone than I am doing just fine. I love...love and I would hope that if

  people wanted to describe me that they would say that I had a servants heart.

  I love to write poetry,play guitar and sing,journal and study the Bible. I was

  saved at the age of 43,and I have been on fire for the Lord every since I fell  

  in love with Him.I wish everyone could know His wonderful love for each and

  everyone of us are simply broken sinners. ( I beleive)...I was brought up in FL.

  and have loved one man since I was 14 yrs. old and I am still with him since

  1973.I have loved laughed,cried almost died and have been through some 

  unbeleivable times. However, this past year has took its toll on me personally.

  I long to share my heart with people who are polite.I live because I was put

  here for Gods grand design in life.I just want to live as a reflection of Jesus

  Christ. I pray we all do... Anyway,I dont want to wear out my welcome and so

  I will close by saying. God loves you and so do I. Oh! and just remember

  It is in our hard times that we draw closer and nearer to Jesus. We are just   

  instruments in time.

   I am disabled from three spinal operation and I drawl little income from SSI. I can not work because of my

limitations. I have been homeless now for 6-months and still am.I am staying with my daughter and her son, but

I know it is time for me to move. I found a place for 750.monthly and nothing is encluded. I need help with the cost of moving into this unit.Aside from deposits,hook-ups to utilities and I am in need of a bed to lay down on.It would be great to have a kitchen table but I have learned to do with down sizing in my life.

Just as I will find it hard to tote my laundry,as I dont have a waher or dryer either.I always wanted to be a home decorator/designer but since the middle 1980's I began having operation fter another. to sum it up I have had six major operations since then.I dont like asking for hand outs as I am a proud woman from my faith I have found in God. I am falling apart right now as I write as I just had a few teeth pulled that have certainly altered my yesterdays youth and beaty.

Now I am having to get dentures,because the bones in my teeth are beginning to just break from being weak. Medicaid is going to help me,however I dont want to need anyones help if that could only be possible. I shop at the Goodwill and am proud of the fact there are affordable places that offer people like me a break in our economy.I dont know if I can be helped through your company. hoever,I have nothing else to lose without at least humbling myself before you and simply ask for some assistance.I thank you for taking your time out of this day to listen to my hearts desires and needs.Please let me know if you offer such help, or if you can direct me in the proper direction.I thank you very much, Blessing to all, Diana ( dede) Fender 231-9494